Am I focused, I don’t know. I know I want to be though. My start weight has recently increased as well as my current weight. I went from starting at 210 to my new starting weight of 215. I lost my current weight which was 207 a month ago to gaining everything back plus more. I don’t know how I fell back into my bad ways. I think I got tired of walking for an hour everyday just to see a result, my eating habits were still not good. I want to quit eating out cold turkey, but thats hard. I need to gain some more will power, because this shit is depressing. I’m tired of not feeling good about my appearance. I know that if I actually was then I’d be making a change, and not excuses. So here’s to another beginning, I’m hoping this time for real! I can’t take this anymore.